...I am using the word "THIS" as an invitation and pointer to life lived free from thought and the illusion and/or sense of selfhood. It points to the difference between riding a wild roller coaster versus sitting at a desk in a small dark room thinking about riding on a wild roller coaster. While plunging almost vertically down the rails, hair blowing in the wind, I can only spread my hands, laugh uproariously, and shout, "THIS!"